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Saturday, January 10, 2009

- muffin )': -

Bad news! ):

I dont know how i should say. I'm crying now.. cannot stop the tears. I could taste it, so salty.

I'm just superr sad. Alright, so.. muffin pass away. Its so sudden. I cannot stop sobbing ever since i know it in the bus.

At first, i thought its a joke. But it isnt. Its real. I try calling sandy. She answered. She cried so hard that i cannot hear her voice clearly.

I have lots of questions i wanted to ask.. Like, how did she pass away. Why? How come?

And lastly, why must it be so fast?! She is less then a year old.

Oh my god. I cannot take it anymore. I really am crying. My eyes are swollen already.

Did muffin ate something that upset her tummy? Or did she get viruses from outside?

I DONT KNOW!

If only there is a miracle that is going to happen. To help muffin be alive again.

I really miss her. I want to play with her. I promise not to make her jealous by playing with oreo.

I WANT HER BACK BADLY. )':

My face now is very wet and sticky. All these are really too sudden. All i could say is.. this is such a unfair thing. She is so cute...

HOW CAN!?!

I wish God can help me get muffin back. But its impossible now. ):

So, the most i can do is, to remember her always and forever. I love you, muffin.

Although she is just a dog, i have feelings for her already.

I am crying so hard. Sandy must be crying triple of mine. Oh god. This is so unfair.

I'm the only one crying at home. The rest in my fam, didn't cry except for me.

Its really just unfair and muffin passaway so fast.

IM SO SAD LA. Everything happen so unexpectedly! I hate it!! ): ): ):

If only, i have a shoulder to lean on to cry. )':

You people might think that i cried for a dog. But it isnt any dog, its special. Okay, i shall stop here.

I am just writing down how i feel.